FUCK I FORGOT

R.I.P Gary Coleman. He'll never know what Willis was talkin' 'bout.

I hate not being in control of things, fuck!

but I love sloths. I hope one day I can meet one and maybe own one ehehe, how sick would that be? cute little shits that aren't mean and just sleep. how convenient! well anyway. today I went to school and then mayfair with paige. it was a fun time. g'night. "fuck it"

I miss being loved :( I miss "I love you" and I miss feeling special

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here's a cat :3 my cat, to be specific
ALMOST THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL FUCK YEAH

I'm almost positive.

that I just might be the most bitter person on Earth.

happy sunday!

I had a decent weekend. on friday I hung out with Tess, we creeped around hava java and target, then went to karinas for a little, that was...interesting. saturday me and my mom went to drop off my prom dress for alterations as well as my corsage and tyler boutenierre (sp?) both together were like 30 bucks, haaa. prom is in a week :3 then we went to the mall so I could get new gauges that somewhat match my dress, but they were all expensive and my mom wouldn't have it. cause she's a jew, of course. I saw nelson and carlos andino there, they gave me the biggest hugs :D then was miranda's going away party :'( I've known her for 12 years of my life, it's pretty weird watching her go off to the marines. afterwards, paige came back to my house and we basically just bummed around from there. and now today! what am I going to do today. probably bum around some more, eat some healthy shit, yyeeeuuuhh. the only complaint I have is more than one person blatently saying they didn't wanna hang out with me, I must be boring haha :( oh and, my cat threw up and I had to clean it. and then this morning she knocked over some flowers and got shit wet >:| but I can't stay mad at her, she's my baby <3 okay the end

tl;dr- I had a busy-ish weekend, it was kinda sick

I don't wanna go to bed like this.

I hate feeling selfish ha. I always put people ahead of me and for once I just want someone to do something for me. I hate to say that but I'd rather not keep that in any longer. I guess I could be overreacting but I try not to complain, but not telling anyone, ever, doesn't do anything for me. anyone who's reading this ramble right now don't mind me, just saying.

in school right now.

take that, internet policies.