I miss your dirt

butterflies in the stomach is always a weird feeling

I've been listening to Brand New a lot cause I'm going to see them
I smoked grand daddy purp again tonight and it was funny cause I had no idea.
I bought my best friends easter baskets
I went to Zern's, not as cool as I remember
I'm tired and had too much taco bell

come to me, the only broken-hearted loser you'll ever need

I like that my boyfriend calls me beautiful, it's really nice of him.

drunk boys who I have complete control of, oh lawddddd

soo sick of being picked on.

everything is confusing lately
people creating unnecessary drama and bringing me into it
the usual trying to figure out where I went wrong
school being real tough.
I should be happy, everything is going really well but why do little things get to me?
why do little things still get to me? one day it won't be a bother anymore.
I am treated like an absolute princess half the time, why am I not happy with that?
maybe I'll never understand why I was never worth the effort. maybe I eat too well.
hmph
what makes you hot like an oven? sweat like the barrel, of a shotgun pointed at ya held by the devil?