"last night, I went out with this guy. this guy he was nice. he was nice and cute but he- he wasn't you."

absolutely.

the worst I've felt in a LONG time. I seriously feel like throwing up everywhere. I stayed home from school cause I'm so sick right now. I need comfort.

is it bad that I feel enraged when some people are happy?

i am nothing but nice to anyone, and constantly just get shit. why? i don't get it. I'm in spanish. then art history. then driving. then sitting around. save me.

I just realized how depressing this whole blog has gotten. something needs to be done about this, ahaha.

I hate seeing happy people/couples

fuck all ya'll

wow.

I am really bummed right now. I'm not even excited about Philly tomorrow anymore..

a wave of people that I thought were my friends show a pretty strong dislike towards me now, what?

but anyway, art class today. I'm so hungry. I like college. philly this weekend. allentown fair.