I don't wanna go to bed like this.

I hate feeling selfish ha. I always put people ahead of me and for once I just want someone to do something for me. I hate to say that but I'd rather not keep that in any longer. I guess I could be overreacting but I try not to complain, but not telling anyone, ever, doesn't do anything for me. anyone who's reading this ramble right now don't mind me, just saying.

in school right now.

take that, internet policies.

I guess I don't really have anything interesting to say..went to hoffman's on friday with sara, it was pretty fun I guess. went to ham fam and dunkin donuts last night with some cool people. and today, who knows! everyone seems to be doing school stuff, fuuuuck that. hopefully I find something to do, it's pretty nice out hahhh. I am cold. can't decide what I want to do. hmm.

welcome back, jesus.

welp, today was Easter. my aunt and uncle came over and we grubbed out on food and whatnot...and from then on I've been sitting here bored out of my mind. all this alone time makes me think too hard and over-analyze. the only thing I don't get is, why all the scumbags, girl or boy, always have people that wanna be with them! I'm so nice and no one wants to be with me haha I don't get it. but I'll quit my ranting.


got accepted to Bong U to study bongology
that is all.