everyone's fucking stupid

fuck you im not flirting with you im being nice go away

wow, I seriously feel like I could die.
good to know my "friends" don't even like me
never leaving my house again

I wanna go to hickory run state park/their boulder field or knoebels or even fucking bake oven knob haha too bad I'm not cute, right

the only person that wants to do cute things with me is alex wood
uGH

confused/bitter/sad/confused

it's that feeling where I physically don't want to eat because of how terrible I feel

dumb

you follow me on tumblr and twitter but shUT THE FUCK UP JEASUS CHRIST go away

100th post

I like being sober, I feel a lot better/happier when I am. and seeing how alcohol makes some people act disgusts me.

Valencia gives me chills.

and it feels like this is the last chance I have to say
every word that I've been fighting.

well I have finally decided, to hold my head up with pride
and accept the way life takes you through these changes.

cause when you reach the stars, you've made it.

it's just something that I've been drying to let you know-
and now that you're gone I'm holding on, and I just can't let go

I get a little down on my self.
But when you came around the world felt new
I opened up my eyes to the light
and I saw deep inside of a love that was true

and if I ever let you go,
I'm hoping that some time will show-
that you're the one, you're the one for me

and it feels like this the perfect time for me to say
that deep down inside I'm hurting, but at least I know you're worth it.

and if I hold myself with pride and accept the pain
then life will take me through these changes cause I have so much left to see.

it's just something that I've been dying to let you know.

cause now that you're gone I'm holding on and I just can't let go.

I get a little down on my self.
but when you came around the world felt new
I opened up my eyes to the light
and I saw deep inside of a love that was true.

and if I ever let you go, I'm hoping that some time will show-
that you're the one, you're the one for me

so lets go back down to the back of that river where we we can dive right in
and forget about the worries from the world outside, cause you know my world,
my worlds not over because I have an angel on my shoulder.

and I'll be coming home, and when I feel those butterflies
I'll see that I need to find a better way just to believe you're gone.
so long, some day I'll find the strength to move on.

I get a little down on my self.
but when you came around the world felt new
I opened up my eyes to the light,
and I saw deep inside of a love that was true.

And if I ever let you go,
I'm hoping that some time will show.
cause you're the one, you're the one for me.

new birth control is making my emotions all crazy
I'm mad
I'm not mad
hey

I went to a nude beach today

okay