I always tell myself I'm sick of crying and then I find myself doing it? I thought I was done with that shit. hmph. I don't know why I try to find the good in people, ever.

doesn't everyone want someone to think they're beautiful?

I'm miserable. my car is fucked up and I don't have money to fix it. I saw my favorite band in the whole world and it was sad and not what I expected. I hate school, I don't want to go anymore it's not for me.

I hate being called a bad person, because I'm definitely not one. the last two weeks have been really hard because it seems like everyone's been attacking me for no reason, and none of my friends give a fuck. I do everything for my friends and no one can ever seem to stick up for me when I really need it.

it's
failure
by
design

I'm not sure what's worse, being annoyed or the fact you don't care that I'm annoyed?
"lol"

when all we want is to be enough.
when all we want is to feel enough.

so ready. :-)

I accidentally slept through my first hour of work...oops. and now it's raining and my mom really doesn't want me going anywhere but I'm gonna anyway. that is, if anyone decides they wanna hang out.

bad dayz

I'm drunk

that is all.

everyone's fucking stupid

fuck you im not flirting with you im being nice go away

wow, I seriously feel like I could die.
good to know my "friends" don't even like me
never leaving my house again

I wanna go to hickory run state park/their boulder field or knoebels or even fucking bake oven knob haha too bad I'm not cute, right

the only person that wants to do cute things with me is alex wood
uGH

confused/bitter/sad/confused

it's that feeling where I physically don't want to eat because of how terrible I feel

dumb

you follow me on tumblr and twitter but shUT THE FUCK UP JEASUS CHRIST go away

100th post

I like being sober, I feel a lot better/happier when I am. and seeing how alcohol makes some people act disgusts me.